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04 October 2011 @ 12:41 pm
Stop making me smile, cause I don't wanna  
All of my thoughts are about Ruth's face. All of them. Her face when Harry asked for her help with Elena. The way she kept it together when all she wanted to do was punch him in the throat. (Or maybe that was just me, I'm not sure.) Her face when Elena asked her about Harry's feelings for her. Oh my God, the sheer emotional torture she was putting herself through to hold in all the things she wanted to say. Her face when she was talking to the Home Secretary, about George and Nico, about Harry, about her life. "I know this is an odd thing to complain about in my line of work, but I'm sick of secrets. They stop you ever knowing people. Everyone ends up feeling alone." Everything is Evershed and nothing hurts, basically. I am only vaguely aware that other things happened in this episode.

YOU GUYS. I HAVE BEEN BRUTALLY MURDERED BY THE SANCTUARY 4x01 SNEAK PEEK. THE 4x01 SNEAK PEEK HAS TURNED ME INTO A CANOE.

WHAT JUST HAPPENED. I MEAN, SERIOUSLY. WHAT. THE. FUCK. JUST. HAPPENED. LIKE, APART FROM THE OBVIOUS ADFKLJDASG;LKJAGSKLADFSKLJLAADSFAG TRYING TO KILL EACH OTHER IN THE MISTY RAIN BUSINESS. THAT THING. ON THE ROOF. JACK. I SWEAR I'M NOT LYING, WHEN THEY SHOWED IT OUT OF CONTEXT IN ONE OF THE PREVIEWS, MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS THAT IT HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH JOHN. MAYBE BECAUSE IT'S BALD? IDEK. BUT I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT IT BEYOND THAT AND NOW I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO PROCESS THIS NEW INFORMATION. LIKE, IS THAT ACTUALLY JOHN? OR IS IT SOME SORT OF PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF THE ENERGY CREATURE INSIDE JOHN? I WAS THINKING THAT IF IT'S THE LATTER, AND HELEN COULD KILL IT, THEN THAT WOULD FIX EVERYTHING. BUT THEN I WAS THINKING THAT THAT WOULD FUCK WITH THE TIMELINE A LOT MORE THAN HELEN IS PROBABLY COMFORTABLE WITH, AND PLUS WHO KNOWS WHAT SORT OF EFFECT THAT WOULD HAVE ON FUTURE!JOHN. AND NOW I'M THINKING THAT I SHOULD JUST CURL UP IN A BALL IN THE CORNER AND ROCK BACK AND FORTH FOR A WHILE. THAT'S A LEGITIMATE PLAN.

Still trying to decide if I regret watching it or not. Leaning towards not. ACCIO FRIDAY.
 
 
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entertaining in a disturbing way: Annabelle is a Rock Starlyssie on October 4th, 2011 02:57 am (UTC)
Calum was vaguely non-objectionable! Harry was all "Lol, you thought I cared enough about Tariq to murderise his killers? Investigation frozen!" Dmitri got one of Jo's old scripts about using people and lying to them (and having a Crisis and being easily duped). And then all of them slipped in the shower and hit their heads.

And then Erin wrote a nice note to poor duped girl.

Oh Oh! And the CIA DID IT. Apparently.

My personal theory is that Elena is the one duping everyone, because that would at least be interesting. She's got some help from Jason Belling, who keeps trying to take Harry down and faaaaaaaaailing.
we ain't ashes: tv | s | rendlesswonder on October 4th, 2011 03:12 am (UTC)
Ahhh, the other things! Spooks Cliff Notes! Thank you, honey.

Bad CIA. No biscuit.

I think I had that thought about Elena at some point, too. In the hotel room with Sacha? Maybe? I'm so nervous about the Harry/Elena scene in the park next week.
entertaining in a disturbing way: Spooks are the angstiest spies everlyssie on October 4th, 2011 04:08 am (UTC)
I was not expecting to hate Harry so much this week. IT WAS A SHOCK. Normally, I don't. BUT OMG RUTH. (and Elena, by extension)
we ain't ashes: tv | s | h/rendlesswonder on October 4th, 2011 04:12 am (UTC)
Yeah, normally I'd be fawning all over him, but he was having one of his rare complete tool moments.

Elena is...kind of amazing, though. That I was definitely not expecting.
once again, misfortune has humped my leg.: [SANCT] i had no destination in mindcata_clysmiic on October 4th, 2011 02:59 am (UTC)
I THINK IT WAS DEF A PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF THE ENERGY CREATURE AND I ALSO AM LEANING TOWARDS THE NOTION THAT HELEN HAS KNOWN ABOUT IT ALL ALONG

SUFFICE TO SAY THERE ARE FEELINGS

SHHH COME INTO MY HUGS TIANA EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY
we ain't ashes: tv | s | j/h 2endlesswonder on October 4th, 2011 03:08 am (UTC)
THAT'S MY PREFERRED OPTION. LET'S GO WITH IT. I'M DEFINITELY THINKING THAT ABOUT HELEN AS WELL. BECAUSE HER "HELLO" WAS A VERY "I'VE BEEN EXPECTING YOU" KIND OF "HELLO". UGH THIS IS FUCKING WITH MY HEAD LIKE YOU WOULD NOT EVEN BELIEVE.

MANY, MANY FEELINGS. A PLETHORA OF FEELINGS.

I AM SELFISHLY TAKING ALL YOUR HUGS AND LEAVING NONE FOR ANYONE ELSE. EXCEPT ISA CAN HAVE ONE FOR BABYLON 5. BUT THE REST ARE MINE ALL MINE.
Halima: ∞ to make you happy for all eternitycartography on October 4th, 2011 08:17 am (UTC)
LOL THANK YOU, YOU ARE SWEET. YOU CAN HAVE MY HUGS, TOO! IF THAT HELPS. CAN WE JUST HAVE A GIANT GROUP-HUG THING?
we ain't ashes: tv | sg1 | s/jendlesswonder on October 4th, 2011 08:24 am (UTC)
ANYTIME ANYWHERE I AM DOWN FOR THAT.
aletheia08: Spooks Quote Emotional incontinencealetheia08 on October 4th, 2011 04:38 pm (UTC)
All my thoughts are about Ruth and Harry too. About how I would like to shake them and force them to communicate like normal adult human beings. GAH!
we ain't ashes: tv | s | h/rendlesswonder on October 4th, 2011 10:05 pm (UTC)
IKR? Couldn't you just bang their heads together? THREE EPISODES LEFT, KIDS. LET'S DO THIS.